Same old slippers, Same old rice, Same old glimpse of paradise.
lately I have found myself in a rut. I've been doing and eating the same thing day by day for weeks now. I have also gained three pounds!! Considering that I want to be losing weight this is a HUGE deal. I even tried to throw up my food...unsuccessful. It was awful, I hated every second of it and yet at the same time it made me happy. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!
Today I have managed not to eat but its not even 12 yet!! and I have a party tonight in which there will be lots of food :( I will be so very happy if I can make it all night, because if I make it a whole day without eating I know I will lose two to three pounds and that will put me back in the 120s and 10 pounds away from my goal!
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