Like nobody's looking

Today (Day 1)

Work like you don't need the money.

 Love like you've never been hurt.

 Dance like nobodies looking (unknown)

Look around you, tell me what do you see, I see a world consumed with appearance and fueled with the need to have the biggest best next thing. I am twenty one years old and although I'm married, I own my home and car, occasionally I find my self jealous of what others have. I know that they have worked just as hard or even harder, but I often wish things would JUST happen to me. Today I am finding my self with a smack of reality and the desire to dance the pain away.

The pain you feel while you are dancing is almost nonexistent and, it is not until you step back and relax that you realize "oh that did hurt" Much like the stinging pain of life. As i take a moment to sit back and let it all hit me I'm realizing that, yes indeed I had a crappy year last year, and yes things aren't looking up for a great year in 2011. Even with all that (and yes it does hurt) I find myself in a joyous sort of moods today. How? I simply remember that; living life is like a dance it, only hurts when you dwell on the pain, and once its over, you have no chance to go back.